Kal Ho Na Ho...

"Each today well lived makes yesterday a dream of happiness and each tomorrow a vision of hope. Look, therefore to this one day, for it and alone is life!"


When I came across these lines, they made me think..how busy everyone around is..! Even if they are not doing anything, they are busy worrying either about the future..or pondering upon what they did in the past..!


I am not saying that I never worry like this..I do! After all I like to keep myself busy too. Randomly thinking about what opinions people have of me, what am I going to do next..or currently How am I gonna do in my exams this time? :P


Thus begins the chain of thoughts with so many links that I mostly have to break it before I reach to a place where I am not even able to backtrack its origin..! And then I come back to PRESENT..the most cherished gift of all..! Something which we have in our hand, to which we can act upon in real time..!


When I enjoy every moment of my day doing what I love, at the end of the day that feeling of satisfaction brings a natural smile on my face. :) The day might include doing nothing important but that was my choice..my way of spending it!  Like right now I am happy that I am writing this post coz I wanted to do this...! 


So even in this busy life, value those who are close..take out time for them..& most importantly for yourself..."haso, jiyo, muskurao..kya pata kal ho na ho?" ;)

'BAk BAk' theory of being happy...:D

I really have many shades..Sometimes I am an innocent child, a sensible friend, helping & caring sister, and a responsible daughter...
but at times I act as a stupid & spoiled child, an idiotic friend ,a mean sister and a reckless daughter....


There's nothing special or unique about it. Everyone plays a number of roles in their lives. Neither the joy of being good and responsible is everlasting...nor is the guilt of being imprudent..!


What actually matters is how you see your life..how you eventually end up being happy irrespective of the mistakes you made coz you love to smile.. coz you love yourself..! :) 


I have my own ways of cheering myself up. Whenever I am very happy or very sad, I tend to talk (more often when i am happy! ). There are fairly less people with whom I share everything, but those who really know me..know about my ability to go on & on about absolutely anything. And when I do that...It feels so very light..!! 


Frankly speakin this helps me..a lot..!! Some people do not talk about what troubles them or what they desire. Though it very much depends from person to person, on their nature and attitude as to how much they want to share. But those who have never done it..to them I'll say..at least try talking once..it really feels good!! 
All you need is the right person to share it with..;)

Silence speaks...!!

Those unsaid words..those unexpressed emotions..my heart racing when you look straight into my eyes..i want to feel it all..


I imagine you there..we are with each other and I feel a strong series of emotions wondering what you are thinking at that moment..feeling as if you caught me red handed when you look at me and i was already staring at you..and the very next moment its as if your eyes are figuring me out. Then, for once..u got me...the real me! I just wish time could stop at that very instant..so that i can live it...a little longer..
I wake up then..the dream is over!


And one day I actually got to live that moment..When we were by each other's side..
I wanted to keep talking..yet I preferred silence..
I wanted to listen to you..yet you offered silence..


Some people say that silence speaks more than words but at that moment anxiety was so much that I was unable to hear those words.I felt weird and  I wished that time should fly away instead of stopping because i felt uneasy..
And then it was over...the real one!


Nothing but silence prevailed between us. It sort of connected us..! Then after a while, it became a sweet memory..! 
And I wish for that moment again...the real one..!!!