A sweet feeling..

How amazingly sweet is to fall in love??


I am pretty sure I havent felt anything close to that..but sometimes..when I imagine any thing like that..I always end up in my own little fantasy world!!


The person who loves you knows the real you and he'll accept that in a heartbeat! 
You just tend to be a cute little kid..and he the caring one...!
He will make you smile no matter whatever your situation was a moment ago..!
You'll be angry..or appear to be so..whenever he doesnt take care of himself..and both of u know..you care way too much..!
Being there..just with each other..makes you forget everything..and u never want that moment to fade away......coz u know you are meant for each other!!!! :)

YES! He's there...

No matter how messed up and critical things get..there is always a little undying hope which tells us that everything will be all right..It isn't that bad as it seems...


But then, often it gets worse. Even though you've been really strong for a while.. at some point you get scared of the consequences..the present state and the possible outcomes...! Totally helpless and clueless!  Nothing seems to be in your hands anymore!


The omnipresent sacred soul then comes to your rescue..! Fully aware of the complexity of your situation you somehow tend to have faith in him..the belief that he's there and he just might be gracious enough to bestow his blessings upon you, merciful enough to open the new doors when everything else seems impossible..! 


You might not be lucky enough to witness a miracle, but that little prayer can offer you what you need the most at that time..peace of mind enabling ability to think clearly and act, and most importantly a restoration of that faith!! 


I believe that anything wished with pure heart and good intentions has the power to come true...the belief that God will lead you there just makes the journey easy!  :)

"Kuch aur"...

"गम  सब  की  ज़िन्दगी  में  हैं  लेकिन  दूसरों की  छोटी  सी  ख़ुशी  में  शामिल  होने  का  मज़ा ही  कुछ  और  है..

पास  नहीं  तो  क्या ..किसी  की  याद   में  मुस्कुराने   का  एहसास  ही  कुछ  और  है...

बारीश  सबको  भाती है  पर  उन  चंद   बूंदों   से   महकी   गीली   मिटटी   की   खुशबू  की बात  ही  कुछ  और  है ..

कितने  भी   नए   रिश्ते   बन   जाएँ  ..पर   पुराने   दोस्तों   से   मिलने   की   ख़ुशी  ही   कुछ   और  है ..

माँ  पापा   की   डांट  तो  सब  सुनते  है ..लेकिन  उनकी  एक  मुस्कराहट  का  कारण  बनने   का  मज़ा   ही  कुछ  और  है ..

शब्दों  के  जरिये  दिल   का  हाल  तो  सब  समझ   जाते   है..कोई  तुम्हारी  आँखें  पढ़  के सब  समझ  जाये  तो  बात  ही  कुछ  और  है ...

चाहे  जितना  आगे  बढ़  जाये  इस  तेज़  रफ़्तार  ज़िन्दगी  में ..दो  पल  रुक  कर  कुछ  ना  करने   का  मज़ा  ही  कुछ  और  है ........"

What a world it was...!

How beautiful that tiny world was...where getting our share of chocolate was justice..and achievement of the day was to win a cricket match or a game of ludo! Promises were always meant to be kept...friends were a part of our soul..exams were the only hurdles..little fights turned our world upside down..and that mischievous smile was never far away....! :)


I miss that innocence..that wittiness..the cute smile which even the eyes reflected..! 
Life followed some simple rules...Good and Bad were so well defined.. Good was when you helped others..Bad was when you tried to cheat or lie...School & homework were the only big tasks for the day..a fixed routine followed automatically..time to eat, time to play, time to sleep..!


The rules have been modified..life has changed...a lot! Sometimes I wish I was a little kid again..when ignorance was justified..mistakes were easily forgiven and  worrying about my future wasn't my responsibility at all..! Life was so simple back then...


There was a time when I wanted to grow up quickly..to do all that which I couldn't being a kid..
Now, I miss those precious old days....

Love Yourself! :)

In this fierce competitive world, no one is ever contented with what they've got. Sometimes you tend to compare yourself with others..and often you tend to think that there is something wrong with you...


Lately I've realised that being inspired with someone is good..but losing your own self..your very identity in the due process of being someone you are not, trying to achieve something which is not meant for you..lands you in a place where the inner happiness is missing...


One thing which always helps me to get on the right track is when I realise my own importance. 
Thinking about what or why I did so..no use!  Thinking about what will happen next...no use! Yet..I do this often..
I "forgive" but usually I don't "forget" ...but then, I also accept the fact that as time passes by..even my memory tends to fade away the less important things..


The whole funda is "Love yourself"..trying to change yourself even though for your own good..is sometimes not possible.! Coz u can't change the very trait of your personality..the very essence of YOU! 



No matter how clumsy, careless & undisciplined you are..no matter how organised, perfect & punctual you are...everyone has their own way of doing things. You do it best when it is done your way..;)


Learn to face life being you..it can be quite a task at times but when u do it...your way..the "I am what I am" feeling is really amazing! :)

Changes...

The sun has begin to bid an early "goodbye", dusk & dawn have become a little chilly...signs of onset of one of my favorite seasons!! 


The cold which sends a tingle through your body and you cant help shivering..and at that time "coffee" and "tea" become your buddies, giving you a heaven like feeling!
And when you just stay outside in the night..the icy wind touching your face makes it so numb that you are unable to feel your nose after a while...! I don't know why but I like this one the most..;)
Not to forget..the amazing feeling when you have an icecream...! :)

Foggy mornings..unwillingness to get out of my warm and snuggly quilt...kind of struggling to get ready..then sunlight brightening my day..welcoming me outside...the same sun that seemed scorching feeling soothing...and nights just getting a little longer..darker..and of course colder....!! I love it all..:)


Sunshine is delicious,rain is refreshing, wind braces you up, snow is exhilarating..!
Nature has the amazing capability of teaching us so many things! Of all..it teaches us the importance of transitions in life. How boring and monotonous life would be if everyday you experience the same weather outside, for instance.  
"Changes" -they keep the spirit of living alive in us! And surprisingly, almost effortlessly we get accustomed to these changes..

Unconditional love!!

"Health is Wealth" - a very common saying..!  But if you consider it practically, at times you tend to lose some of this wealth. Your system breaks down often, like when you have fever..sometimes as high as 102-103 degrees fahrenheit! You feel dizzy and weak..and generally, people don't have any idea about what is happening around them. (There are some exceptions though..I've seen people working all fine in that condition and I just wonder how they manage to do it..!! )

I experienced all this some time back..and the only thing I remember is..I woke up after a nap..did not have much idea about what was going around..went to my mom's room where she was sitting on her bed..doing some work. I went to her, rested my head in her lap and in a split second she left whatever she was doing. She asked me how I was feeling..if I wanted to have something..but I didnt reply..!

The very next moment I realised her fingers ruffling through my hair..her sweet voice singing a lullaby to me..and then I smiled..:)

That amazing sense of security..the assurance that she will always be there for me..in every possible difficulty and unexplainable happiness..! Her unconditional love and affection, which is so pure that even God bows to it..the satisfaction and joy of just being there with her..all seemed to heal me! 

And that precious moment made me feel like the luckiest kid on earth.....!