Say it?

We are gifted with a lot of relations in this world but “Love” is one of the priceless emotions which one yearns to cherish.
It is said falling in love is fate. You dont know when, where or how you might fall for someone. It just happens and when you realise it..you actually feel on top of the world..indeed one of the amazing feeling of all..!


When you like someone, just being around that person makes your day…Everything around seems so damn good…so fresh and alive..and when that person responds the the way you expected..then your smile says it all!!


You dont realize that u’ve been wearing that weirdly stupid smile all day. You even fail to notice that today,inspite of ur expectaions u’ve been surprisingly cheerful after u’ve talked to, seen or met that particular person who was indeed the reason for ur smile. And very often this smile makes u feel special..and raises a lot of questions too..:P


Before going to sleep, you review your entire day and remind yourself of those “special” moments. When you wake up..you just get ready to meet that person. Its all natural and it just flows. Suddenly all your thoughts seem to belong to that one person. You are just not you anymore!!!


The tricky part, however, is when even after realizing that you have almost entered in a whole new world…you just want to stop yourself..! You like the change..and you slowly get used to it too even though you know very well that sooner or later its gonna hurt someone.


You get scared enough to listen to your heart and just try harder and harder to be what you are not anymore.


You are confused. You get irritated and then you ask opinions.


“Say It”..people say. Of course, no one will understand what you feel until you tell it to someone, and esp the one whom you want it to know. You should say it and let it out is what the popular opinion is.


But sometimes..its better to wait and let your feelings unfold with time…
Sometimes..even you need more time than you think….
Sometimes..words are not actually needed to express everything…
You feel it…..you believe in it and it’ll happen for sure…………..

A sweet feeling..

How amazingly sweet is to fall in love??


I am pretty sure I havent felt anything close to that..but sometimes..when I imagine any thing like that..I always end up in my own little fantasy world!!


The person who loves you knows the real you and he'll accept that in a heartbeat! 
You just tend to be a cute little kid..and he the caring one...!
He will make you smile no matter whatever your situation was a moment ago..!
You'll be angry..or appear to be so..whenever he doesnt take care of himself..and both of u know..you care way too much..!
Being there..just with each other..makes you forget everything..and u never want that moment to fade away......coz u know you are meant for each other!!!! :)

Love Yourself! :)

In this fierce competitive world, no one is ever contented with what they've got. Sometimes you tend to compare yourself with others..and often you tend to think that there is something wrong with you...


Lately I've realised that being inspired with someone is good..but losing your own self..your very identity in the due process of being someone you are not, trying to achieve something which is not meant for you..lands you in a place where the inner happiness is missing...


One thing which always helps me to get on the right track is when I realise my own importance. 
Thinking about what or why I did so..no use!  Thinking about what will happen next...no use! Yet..I do this often..
I "forgive" but usually I don't "forget" ...but then, I also accept the fact that as time passes by..even my memory tends to fade away the less important things..


The whole funda is "Love yourself"..trying to change yourself even though for your own good..is sometimes not possible.! Coz u can't change the very trait of your personality..the very essence of YOU! 



No matter how clumsy, careless & undisciplined you are..no matter how organised, perfect & punctual you are...everyone has their own way of doing things. You do it best when it is done your way..;)


Learn to face life being you..it can be quite a task at times but when u do it...your way..the "I am what I am" feeling is really amazing! :)

Unconditional love!!

"Health is Wealth" - a very common saying..!  But if you consider it practically, at times you tend to lose some of this wealth. Your system breaks down often, like when you have fever..sometimes as high as 102-103 degrees fahrenheit! You feel dizzy and weak..and generally, people don't have any idea about what is happening around them. (There are some exceptions though..I've seen people working all fine in that condition and I just wonder how they manage to do it..!! )

I experienced all this some time back..and the only thing I remember is..I woke up after a nap..did not have much idea about what was going around..went to my mom's room where she was sitting on her bed..doing some work. I went to her, rested my head in her lap and in a split second she left whatever she was doing. She asked me how I was feeling..if I wanted to have something..but I didnt reply..!

The very next moment I realised her fingers ruffling through my hair..her sweet voice singing a lullaby to me..and then I smiled..:)

That amazing sense of security..the assurance that she will always be there for me..in every possible difficulty and unexplainable happiness..! Her unconditional love and affection, which is so pure that even God bows to it..the satisfaction and joy of just being there with her..all seemed to heal me! 

And that precious moment made me feel like the luckiest kid on earth.....!

Silence speaks...!!

Those unsaid words..those unexpressed emotions..my heart racing when you look straight into my eyes..i want to feel it all..


I imagine you there..we are with each other and I feel a strong series of emotions wondering what you are thinking at that moment..feeling as if you caught me red handed when you look at me and i was already staring at you..and the very next moment its as if your eyes are figuring me out. Then, for once..u got me...the real me! I just wish time could stop at that very instant..so that i can live it...a little longer..
I wake up then..the dream is over!


And one day I actually got to live that moment..When we were by each other's side..
I wanted to keep talking..yet I preferred silence..
I wanted to listen to you..yet you offered silence..


Some people say that silence speaks more than words but at that moment anxiety was so much that I was unable to hear those words.I felt weird and  I wished that time should fly away instead of stopping because i felt uneasy..
And then it was over...the real one!


Nothing but silence prevailed between us. It sort of connected us..! Then after a while, it became a sweet memory..! 
And I wish for that moment again...the real one..!!!

What "SHE" feels- The other side...

The sweeter you are too me, the more I yearn for it..the more normal things get, the more complicated it feels..the more you talk to me, the more I think about you..why in the world am I in such a situation? I don't want to admit the truth. The truth that I want you to hate me, I want myself to hate you-the person whom I liked so much once..& deep inside I think i still do!!


Its just it was so difficult to get to a place where I can ignore you but I keep on losing that position....I have been dawdling in this phase of my life..controlling my emotions, my heart..& I just don't know what I want..I seriously don't...!


I am uncertain..I feel all that I should not..why is it difficult to be myself with you? Why can't you be just another guy for me when I am just another girl..? Just a friend..not much into your life..! Its hard for me to concentrate on other things....I am not able to think properly, one moment I am happy & suddenly I am again lost...!! I don't wanna be a baby..I don't want to be vulnerable..I can help myself..but its just your support that makes life so damn easy....without any hurdles..!


I often tell myself to look for a life without you...I believe I can do much better without you..aim higher..achieve more..but that is just for a brief time and then my heart makes me come back again & again.............................